How do people cope with heartache when they are already dead inside

This might come to as a surprise for the generation that is the late 80s/early 90s but the ones that set off using what technological growth that came about to disassociate their lives from the real world to the digital, have not really looked past a suffering that can truly come about when life throws curveballs like the pre-digital era came. Love has always been the topic I want most to be in my life as well as those around me but with the Fortunate/Unfortunate time I have been born into, I myself live with a broken soul and with no real mends that can happen. Running into walls of bad luck, failing at every corner and falling hard...be it with love or work at the peak. This does not fill me with confidence to find that a heart like mine that is already dead via the social impacts of losing one self in digital or even materialistic "wants" and not the real world "needs" that are to sustain me/us through another lifetime. Keep looking round the corner as if you never knew been round it but its all a big circle with same doors and rooms you end up in. Breaking such a dire circumstance takes not just your own will power but that of a external force. Friends and Family pave a way to see what future can be like as some of them came from times past and others living for what times presents. I may just want to turn to what would be temporary fixes and rushes or what you might see depicted in something like "SKINS" (and well all know how that ends) and just lose all feeling and accept the blind euphoria that hits us for the brief moments. I am getting to a age where I need something...someone to share my life with, but how it works is not commitment but a simple life of being. No real fleeting love, the blood rushing and making the mind light as can be to have that sense of true Euphoria without the intoxication of drugs. While writing this I notice even in my effort of wanting keep this blog only for a random few crossing past it and also my own sad record of thoughts, that it is just bland like me. Why put in the effort of the modern day blog writer when back in day it was a simply pen and paper or even better a type writer just to keep that keyboard factor of things...only benefit is that I can delete bits and re write it as my handwriting is atrocious and I make a million mistakes, that no amount of tippex can erase.